Okay, folks, I have to level with you.
I did not have a great day yesterday. I actually had a fairly decent day objectively, but I'm really struggling with my MS. Last night I thought I was losing vision in my left eye - the 'good one,' and it's terrifying. I am still pregnant, and therefore, can't be treated until my daughter is born. I'm scared that I'll lose something else before she arrives. I'm scared I won't be able to handle it. There's a lot of fear in my mind. So I'm being realistic, and skipping Tuesday's (4/5/16) posting. Please forgive me, I am human, and sometimes I need a breather from even thinking positive.
Something I like about myself:
I am open to new ideas and things.
Something I do well:
I go above and beyond for patients when my intuition tells me something is wrong.
Something that went well today:
Today I got the last few things we've been needing for baby - a changing pad, and some cleaning supplies. It's very close. I'm terrified, but mostly excited!
Something I am looking forward to tomorrow:
Tomorrow I have another doctor's appointment - here's to hoping that it goes better than last time!! I'm seeing a different doctor, which is somewhat odd. I hope to talk with her about why my original practitioner can't see me, or what's going on with her. Clearly something was up last time.
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