Monday, March 7, 2016

Day 16, 3/7/2016

Something I like about myself:
I am practical.

Something I do well:
I am good at opening up to people to make them feel comfortable. 

Something that went well today:
Today Steve and I put the crib together.
It barely fits in the bedroom.  But we have it together.  I don't know how we're going to survive in this tiny apartment that we already can barely afford.

Something I am looking forward to tomorrow:
Tomorrow I am teaching the prevention portion of my class at the Junior College.  I only get 20 minutes for my section, but I am looking forward to teaching my passion to the students.

I am nervous for tomorrow.  I have a meeting with my office manager, and another meeting with my boss.  I have had a lot of meetings with them lately.  I am so paranoid about everything in my life falling apart as I'm preparing for a baby.  We don't have everything that we need and we really need a miracle to survive the next two months financially.  I don't have much in savings, and still have so much money to pay back.  I feel like my mother hates me, yet she asks me where I get my 'poor internal monologue' from.  I need to learn to practice what I preach in church and have more patience with her, but my patience has run out.

I can't wait for tomorrow to be over.

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